“If Generalized Anxiety Is Being Highly Focused On All The Ways Life Could Go Wrong, Health Anxiety Is Being Highly Focused On All The Ways Your Body Could Go Wrong.”
“Why do you worry so much?” Was a line I got quite often throughout my life. At the time of my development years as a child I would think to myself “how do people live so freely?” It seemed like so many people had no concerns at all, flowing and gliding through life, paying no attention to potential bullying, detention, not getting your homework done, making a fool out of yourself, being rejected by the cute girl you asked out, and more.
I eventually got really good at not showing my generalized anxiety to others
This kind of masking your anxiety doesn’t mean it goes away though, as you already know very well. It means that it just continue to grow deep down within you. Any past experiences that go unresolved will show up as bodily symptoms, reflexive thoughts, images etc later on in life. This is the way the subconscious mind tries to get the conscious minds attention to see whether the time is right to place a new meaning over a past event. No conscious interaction and re-negotiation over what took place means further repression of the emotions that go with that experience.
Welcome to the hell-ish world of living with generalized anxiety
It doesn’t end there though. Since worrying is what highly sensitized people do, our brains filter system does 3 very interesting things to make sure that the anxious meanings we’ve placed over ourselves and the world gets fulfilled. Here’s what the filter system of the brain does outside of our conscious awareness:
- Deletions – The brain deletes information that isn’t in line with the anxiety sufferers core beliefs. So anytime ‘good’ arises, the brain rejects the good and goes straight to the ‘bad.’
- Generalizations – It groups everything together into one huge anxious snowball. For example you’ll hear people say “nobody understands my anxiety,” or “life is a constant struggle.” These generalizations fit nicely with the anxious template held in the subconscious mind of a sufferer.
- Distortions – The brain alters information that’s presented to you (through your 5 senses) so that it manipulates the safety in it, and emphasizes the dangers or threats. Think of going to a grocery store, for the emotionally neutral person this experience is a pleasant one full of goodies and healthy foods to pick up. But for an anxiety sufferer, that good information is by-passed and the focus is turned solely onto all that could go wrong.
You can think of this system as a protection mechanism looking out for your own good. I always begged this system to look out for my own good less! But it didn’t listen to my feedback much at the time. So the focus today is, how generalized anxiety turns into health anxiety. Let’s dive in and look deeper into this very real and consistent transition I’ve recognized for many people who’ve started my anxiety programs.
Over Worrying Will Lead To A More Sensitized Physical Body
Although the mind and body have different functions, they are in essence one unit. They work together. This means that through the mental body if a person has built up habits that pursue the catastrophic potentials in the majority of their day to day experiences, the body will begin responding as well. When the body begins responding through physical sensations, it can be easy for the mental body to misinterpret these bodily symptoms of anxiety, and think that a physical illness is present.
The transition from living, to feeling like the end is near
When a person begins forming associations between the physical sensations of anxiety and having or developing a physical illness, they may feel like their time on this planet is drawing to a close. They may google their symptoms of anxiety and convince themselves that the illness that they have is beyond them, and the feeling of losing hope can arise. This is the day to day experiences of being in the mind, body, and spirit of someone who’s generalized anxiety turns into health anxiety.
The catastrophic scenarios in the external world, meet with the same possibilities in the internal world
At this point in the transition from generalized anxiety to health anxiety (have you subscribed to the health anxiety podcast show yet?) the fears aren’t just related to people or situational challenges, there are bigger problems going on within. The attention begins to get highly focused on the body, and the mind begins spider-webbing from one negative idea to the next.
A health anxiety sufferer begins feeling less attached to the external world, their sensory systems may work less efficiently, they may feel like they’re not present anymore when interacting with others, and their safety coping methods become the strategy all together.
Health anxiety is a bundle of habits
If you think about it, you’ve always been a bit (or more) of a worrier. Worry has become the safety measure that keeps danger away from you (or so we think). It keeps life in the realm of certainty, and keep uncertainty in the distance. So when generalized anxiety turns into health anxiety it becomes obvious that it’s a continuation of the identity you believe you are.
I say this because many anxiety sufferers fear change, they fear inner peace and calmness as well because of how foreign it feels. People today feel like when they take time to relax that it’s a waste of time, and that they should be concerned over something or doing something.
Welcome to the anxiety rat race!
It’s best not to fall for this trap, it’s best not to place judgement on people that ‘do’ less than you, and it’s best not to value yourself based on how much you get done, what your occupation is, or how much worry you went through for the day. When generalized anxiety turns into health anxiety it’s vital that we see it as a growing sign of disconnect from inner peace.
Do you want to know the best thing I ever did during my health anxiety days? I sat with it, in this video I explain the technique I put together called mapping which outlines a few important add on’s so check it out. But I remember giving up the fight! What a turning point!
To go against the anxious ideas that are playing out in the mind, and to act in accordance with the inner peaceful and balanced you is liberating!
In the end you aren’t your thoughts, you aren’t your words, you aren’t your actions, heck you aren’t even who you think you really are right now in your life! Who you are today is someone that has manifested based on the desires to please others.
If you take nothing else form this post related to how generalized anxiety turns into health anxiety take this; you have the ability to start over today! The only question is how does the new you think, talk, act, imagine, respond etc? If you’re going to become someone new you might as well find a model that you can model yourself behind. With consistent efforts, self compassion, and a long term vision the inner belief and the results will show up, and you’ll truly become more than anxiety.
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